What I missed most at Valentines day were my girl's Valentine cards. But Hallmark does not have a shop in heaven. I guess that is a missed opportunity there. As I am a bit of a sissy, or emotional kind of man, HSP, I was dreading the 14th of February. So I found a solution: I wrote to my newspaper, where they do free ads for people in search of something, asking people to send me a Valentines card. I was not expecting to find a mate, but just a good feeling of people caring enough to give someone that feeling. It was only because many tears ago, 50 to be accurate, I worked on board a ship and I saw some pretty girl writing a letter, biding her time on the crossing . As I passed her on my way to lunch, I asked her if she was writing it to me. When I came back from lunch there was a letter posted under the door of my taxfree shop. It was a lovely letter, sweet and powerful, it made my heart jump. But no name no address and I looked all over the place I did not find her to thank her. Yet that great feeling stayed with me for a long time and even now reacting here, the fifty year old feeling is back. That is what I hoped to achieve. But my newspaper did not post my request....🥲
About loving myself...., I used to hate myself, I was very depressed for many years wearing out loads of shrinks. They kept telling me I had no self esteem. Now working on myself for many of years and a few days, I started loving myself a bit more. Yippy, yeah, wow....the first time I needed a shrink again, he wrote in his report: tending towards narcisme. Sigh.... so I am now very aware of not to love myself. Now here you have materiel for a cartoon. Love you loads tho. X
What I missed most at Valentines day were my girl's Valentine cards. But Hallmark does not have a shop in heaven. I guess that is a missed opportunity there. As I am a bit of a sissy, or emotional kind of man, HSP, I was dreading the 14th of February. So I found a solution: I wrote to my newspaper, where they do free ads for people in search of something, asking people to send me a Valentines card. I was not expecting to find a mate, but just a good feeling of people caring enough to give someone that feeling. It was only because many tears ago, 50 to be accurate, I worked on board a ship and I saw some pretty girl writing a letter, biding her time on the crossing . As I passed her on my way to lunch, I asked her if she was writing it to me. When I came back from lunch there was a letter posted under the door of my taxfree shop. It was a lovely letter, sweet and powerful, it made my heart jump. But no name no address and I looked all over the place I did not find her to thank her. Yet that great feeling stayed with me for a long time and even now reacting here, the fifty year old feeling is back. That is what I hoped to achieve. But my newspaper did not post my request....🥲
About loving myself...., I used to hate myself, I was very depressed for many years wearing out loads of shrinks. They kept telling me I had no self esteem. Now working on myself for many of years and a few days, I started loving myself a bit more. Yippy, yeah, wow....the first time I needed a shrink again, he wrote in his report: tending towards narcisme. Sigh.... so I am now very aware of not to love myself. Now here you have materiel for a cartoon. Love you loads tho. X
LOL! zo had ik het nog nooit bekeken!